Lost

Lost

Human beings are contradicting animals. We fought hard for what we want but in times when we attained what we want, we kind of come to a realization that, hey! That's not exactly what we want. Or we remain unhappy even thou we finally got what we wanted. Life is as such. In such situation or crisis we come back to ourselves and ask, what do I want? 

Or we grabbed and hang on so tightly to what we have achieved and die hard for it. It can be money, a relationship, or anything. But for one thing we truly have to understand. Everything in life is temporary, there will come a day we have to give it up. What I am referring to? People do die, things do pass away, what are the things that remain?

Likewise in the bible, king Solomon explained it very clearly about the temporal things in life. What come and go, the truth is nothing in life remains. There is always a internal self in us which is always longing for something. 

For me, I've found that longing, that calmness that gives peace to my heart. He is my Heavenly Father. And I anchor my life in Him. I have come to the point that nothing on earth truly belongs to me for eternal. Not money, not relationship nor family. One day they are all going to be taken away from me. But there's something which can never be taken away. He is there when I'm awake, He is there when I'm asleep, He is there when I'm alive, He is there when I'm dead. 

Doesn't misread me, I love my life, I love my family, I love my friends and I love my sweetheart whom God has brought into my life. I cherish them, and every single moment of being with them, I try to do my best. That is the best i can do in my part of loving them. But on the other hand, I understand one day, my parents will grow old, one day they will leave me. Even if I'm a mom, one day, I know I will leave my kids, this is an inevitable nature course. Rather than wishing that it will never come, I cling onto what is of eternal. He knows what's the best for all whom I love. 

I rest in faith on a daily affair, do my best, and surrender all my precious to Him. He manages for me, and I can rest assured. 

I'm thankful to You my Heavenly Father and I bless your name.

Thank you Dad

Love Qi